Also it is true what one of them told me from Life Scan and that is it does all come up on their Computers and so when I booked and then go and see anyone, what does happen is they put My details in and up it all come, just like he said. I did realise that now what does go on. I went to Boots to have My eyes tested, as I always do and My Doctors is just above and so I really know now even when I am doing everything, but i’m just going ahead anyway.
I have know sometime now since he told me about everything just does come up on there Computer.
When I was away I went out and someone was singing, “Goodbye Norma Jean” and I couldn’t help also starting thinking, “Goodbye English Rose”. Then others that had got involved and things that had gone on over The Years. I really liked Princess Diana and I was just thinking what had been going on with me and all I was just Melanie Humphries and just a Mother who in fact had done nothing in life and only ask for a bit of help in the first place and so while on holiday and going out to try and forget everything, I found Myself sitting down and someone staring singing this song, only to start things about others in life that didn’t want to live so controlled and spoke out and I was thinking that if all this carry on has gone on just over me, then I can imagine how it became for all them and if all this has just gone on over me and such Cover-up’s, then how can we believe anything we hear about others.
Somehow nobody wants to hear the truth and it really is the most thing that does worry many and its like we are all suppose to live in this bubble, but once that bubble has burst, we can’t never see things the same again and so I went out to take My mind off My own life and started thinking about many others and when I think now that what I have been told about everything coming up on Computer and all this Stupid carry on just over me talking out and telling the truth, then I can’t help think what it was like for all these others and all that went on at that time. The truth does seen to be a big problem in life and one many don’t want to hear and so we are all suppose to live a lie and I can’t go along with that anymore within My life, as it would be like living in Prison anyway and we need to all be free and all have a voice and we should be able to just tell the truth without all this carry on and Cover-up.
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