Been told best not to go into Ireland, as no N.H.S service and if I am unwell I would need treatment, but then My Doctor told me today nothing is wrong with me and I have decided to not go back to Doctor’s now next Week anyway, as I am sick of it all with My health anyway and going to forget about it all now.
Been invited to Scotland tonight on the phone and stay there for a while and also been invited to Canada, Vancouver.
I am just going to try and stop being tormented now and realise they just do it with many People, Parents and Patients and I am not alone in life and forget everything from tonight onwards.
Someone said it all goes on and when we realise all that we don’t hurt so much and that’s true and this Person said we have to just keep in mind that we are better then them and live with that in our own Minds.
I suppose it’s a bit like when at School and some bully picked on someone and we learn then in life and it’s not that much different really accept they can abuse power and some are genuine and good and some enjoy abuse of power in life and trying to torment and put fear in People for telling the truth or wanting to live life and be free from control in life.
However I can make Myself stop at anytime and I am taking advise and stopping tonight and will use My Will Power in closing down and so I won’t be on Computer anymore after tonight.
