I have been looking up x-rays again and I now do wonder Myself if I have got confused over these and I know about breathing and infections, but also I think I have got mixed up between lungs on a x-ray and ribs on a x-ray and if that’s the case, then these stones were all just under my ribs all down the right side and just two on the left side. So if I had a stomach x-ray that day after seeing Mr. Parker on the 20 August 2014, then that would have been the same as when I was in Intensive Care and they were investigating what was wrong with me back at that time. I took it to be a chest x-ray, as I was asked over again to breath in and out and they were all looking at My ribs as I was breathing and then I started coughing and I knew I had a bad infection again anyway. I now can’t be sure if I had a chest x-ray or stomach x-ray, but I am sure about breathing in and when out I started coughing and I know I saw all those stones under My ribs. What I don’t know is why I still had stones if they so called been taking away on that right side and why I had such a bad infection yet again before operation and a very bad infection after that operation. Also why it is written down at Doctors that I had a chest infection and yet on asking for notes and getting them nothing about that written down. I realise that I have lots of infections, but I wonder now if its all infections or was or is any real stones.

I know 100% that a mistake has been made and they have tormented me all over again just like they did within My mental health and how they torment us all within Care Proceedings.

I have done a picture of that x-ray which was taken on the 20 August 2014 and I am thinking if it was all infections, then those stones would come and go or move around, but if it were gallstones then they will stay the same on x-ray and taking penicillin won’t make them go away, but would just make all the infections and swellings go down within My Chest, Stomach and just everywhere.

Something is so very odd about all this and I have been either full of stones and infections or both and now I either still have stones or infections or both and nothing really is any better then before I went in for that operation, except for fact penicillin made swelling go down in the end and I lost 2 Stone after taking all that. Whatever it is, I know for sure it was never kidney stones and something very weird has been going on since that operation in May 2014.

I would advise anyone to fight as soon as possible if their Children are taking away and never trust and let it go on for Months, as the longer it goes on then the more covering up has to be done and more torment and confusion and nobody then wants to admit any mistakes along the way and more and more corruption goes on and more mess and that’s what has happened to many others and Myself and then the same again within My health and Yeovil Hospital.

I realise that I have made mistakes along the way working everything out, but I have been on the right tract all the time and that is something very odd is going on and we are just not getting the truth in life.

All I know is I went into A & E in April 2014 and was send home. Then I wasn’t getting any better and so after a few days I went to My Doctor in Yeovil Health Centre, Yeovil Somerset. I didn’t see My own Doctor, but saw another one and told her everything. She put me back on medication for acid, as I had suffered this many years. Then sick being sick and very ill and by day 6 decided I had to return to A & E. This time around blood was showing very low platelets and i was gone yellow in My eyes and then told going into Intensive Care. I went under Dr. Jim Gotto due to fact i had stomach pains and i had always suffered with acid problems and i had bile sickness.

I was ill in November 2013 which sickness and that time rang NHS Direct and they said sounded like gastro-enteritis and it should go away within 24 hours. I had gastrol-entertis many times before over the year when with Dr. Latimer and i had been to A & E in the passed and told gastrol-entertis and so i was used to getting ill like that, but it had never been so bad before or gone on so long and i never went yellow before.

Everything i ever did suffer with was long and on-going and that is why i never had any new problems or systems, but what is so odd is the way Yeovil Hospital and My Doctors at Yeovil Health Centre has acted over all this and all that has gone on since that operation in May 2014.

people call it different names but i think i’ve had same/ similar thing….best ’till last though? i just found out somebody has taken life insurance out on me which expires end of year….so expecting to be murdered again. it’s what they do at the end….just cash in big time….but heres’ the thing though, TI for 15 years…..but no papers/ bank account for the last eight—– so who has been paying the premiums? easy thing to prove now….i’ve scanned the evidence and been sending it around a lot…..i thinking suicide now, public as possible, no way they can write it up as accidental just so they can’t get the money….

Who benefits, I wonder?

Are they just protecting their jobs and pensions?

it’s far more than that, torturing people is there job…..anybody who might be politically active, different views on things than the PTB. keep them destitute, living hand to mouth, black listed for jobs is just how it starts…..it’s also a form of eugenics as people in this situation can’t start families/ pass their genes on to next generation…..

but then with their perverse form of economics….they go trawling for victims…..as long as queeny keeps dolling out shillings there will always be somebody willing to drop bombs on children. then i presume they have to make up excuses to whoever they trake their orders from….so they dnt lose their ‘job’ or have to move to another area…always in his/ her interest to go along with it as more victims, more he is responsible for….job creation equals up a grade payrise……but they also sbcontract the tech out to private companies…..who also do it to people privately…..many TIs aren’t even political, just had a run in a wealthy landlord or soemthing like that…..genies well out of the bottle….best thing is not illegal as far as i can figure…..they wnt admit it happening so no law against it, moved on helluva lot since mkultra……i dnt think they even use drugs anymore as more efficient and controllable to have same effect with DEW, + no evidence in the blood stream…..also of course those who are morally devoid love watching people having sex in their own home/ beds….no need to go to trouble with cameras anymore…..all 3d hologrpahic porn now courtesy of smart metres/ wifi…..you can be anywhere on the planet and watch whoever you like, courtesy of google going around mapping all the wifi spots/ and other methods to get that data….

Steve

Yes keep on trying. Good thing is you contacted the right People early and not wasted time trying to contact the wrong People in life, as contacting the wrong People is worst then not contacting nobody at all, as I realised after Months on end in life within The Care Proceedings.

Social Services will want to now believe everything she is saying about you due to fact that they now have your Kids!! Each day, week and month that goes by they will have more information against you and your Children will be in Care longer.

The worst thing as Parents we do is to run down our Partners when breaking up and many have all done it, but the biggest mistake we will make in life is telling that all to Social workers, as we just suffer and our Kids suffer and everything is blow out of proportion in life.

It’s a patent that goes on and so try to work as friends if possible with Partners even after breaking up if possible and keep hold of your kids and don’t go contacting the wrong People in life and remember Social workers are the enemy in life more then our ex-partners.

I’m a Woman who has done this by mistake Myself, but I really loved My Child and trusted Professionals at that time and had problems in My relationship and told them all and I had to pay the price and ended up fighting like mad to correct that and save My Son and so I wish I had contacted the correct People much sooner in life.

Just keep trying and get some genuine support in life.

thanks Melanie , but i dont no who or wot to beleave now as there all telling lies to me , my ex partner , social workers and even my own siliciter seems to be on social workers side , ive looked on youtube as there is alot of parents whos been through same thing as me and still goin through so they have uploaded videos all about forced adoptions and social workers receiving payments for taking children away from there parents for no reason ,, but i was talkin to an inderpendent social worker last week and she says is not happining she must be corrupted like social workers and judges as all this money comes from middle government .

What I was really worried about when going on about invasive infections, was fact within that x-ray taking on the 20 August 2014, I did see to me it was invasive and My reasons are due to right side and it was attached. Left side that also looked like stones wasn’t attached and only a couple, but that right side was a chain of what looked like large stones going down and at the top it was like attached by a thin tube. First of all I am looking thinking was the hell is all that and could it be Cancer, but I didn’t think Cancer after having a good look, as it was nothing like I would expect that to look like and more like hard rocks or that strep infection. As I was on that penicillin and saw it was like strep and had that groin problems I went for that.

Lots of things are very odd, like making out I didn’t have infection come back when I know I did and then trying to treat me for infection in the end, but trying to have that it was nothing to do with what I had already been suffering with. So it is clear I needed treatment and decided penicillin would be best and I could have got it for Chest infection or for My groin in the end as a skin infection, but they didn’t want to treat me with it when I first came out of Hospital and said that I was suffering infections again within about 3 Weeks after that operation. So they let infections go on until 19 August 2014.

Then I had that from BMI Healthcare about My cough and I suppose I could have got penicillin then from My Doctor a couple of Weeks before I did go and get it for My groin.

Then when I saw another Doctor she got up chest infection on that screen and I go back and see Dr. Horsely that last time and she never said anything about that and it’s nothing about that within their medical notes. Yet it was on that screen and that other Doctor told me so when she gave me second course of penicillin.

I suppose that I just have had and still did have infections everywhere, but as I was in Intensive Care and treated for infections and then it all started coming back just before that operation and within 6 Weeks and then that operation and infections so bad yet again and then penicillin, well it’s either infections out of control and couldn’t be treated that successful due to been going on now for a few years or something is causes infections.

With My mental health I spend Months trying to work out what was going on and in the end it was much more simple then I first believed and maybe this is the same, but when working out I have had to go around the houses.

With that Schizoaffective disorder I spend Months thinking I had to have another mental illness in its places and then it came to me that I didn’t and My diagnosis was correct in that I had OCD, but just never had Schizoaffective disorder in the first place and so never had to put something in that place at all. This was the joke they all did think they were having over me, but playing about with Parents and Patients and their mental health or in fact their health when ill and mistakes get made is not a joke at all, as we all suffer really bad and fact is when you have OCD and My personally in life we will suffer even more and go on being tormented until we get answers and some truth in life.

When I was out with Dr. Schmidt I would go in his office and read all his files and wanted to know everything and we would both read a lot and he said that if I had used My drive in life I could have got a good job in life, but instead I let it destroy My life and he said we need to use and channel such drive in life and not waste it and end up within a mental health system for years on end. I wrote that to David Laws at the time and said Dr. Schmidt said I have not got Schizoaffective disorder, but I realise now all what I was writing to David Laws back at that time in 2011/2012.

I even wrote to Dr. Mann at Summerlands Hospital and said Dr. Schmidt said I have not got Schizoaffective disorder in April 2011. I saw Dr. Mann last before Case in February 2011. Then I decided to come off all My medication in March 2011. Then I met Dr. Schmidt in April 2011. Then The Care Proceedings started in May 2011 and I had De-Westaway ( CPN). I told her all about Dr. Schmidt and meeting his friends and said none of them agree that I suffer with Schizoaffective disorder. Yet Dr. Mann still went and wrote that report for Court in June 2011, saying I had Schizoaffective disorder. Of course in was all in My notes about Dr. Schmidt from April 2011 onwards, by My Solicitor never gave anyone My notes until after our first reports were written in 2011.

Steve – life is a long learning process and when our Kids are taking into Care we start that journey and it’s a nightmare, but stay strong and get someone to talk with who you can believe and fight against such injustices in life. We all can’t let this go on anymore and need to see many changes in 2015.

Look up Kellie Cottam “forced adoption exposed.”
Contact again, Father’s 4 Justice.

I need a Doctor to look at this picture I did draw after My x-ray on the 20 August 2014 and also just look at a couple things and so I am thinking of contacting a couple I already know over Christmas, but also I have been told of someone within My Son Dad’s family who has got a friend who is a Doctor and he will be visiting them over Christmas. I have done so much Myself and can’t yet find a genuine Doctor or genuine Solicitor so far to help me and within My mental health I found some who would tell me the truth and so this is what I need to look for now and just get a bit of friendly Doctor advise, as really if we found a good Doctor and a good Solicitor, well we could wipe the floor with such corruption and cover-up’s in life.

When I went to Yeovil Hospital for that appointment with The Chief Executive, Paul Mears and Linda Hann, PALS and Mr. Foster, Urology I did take some paperwork with me and as we were talking Paul Mears did notice some of the paperwork I had and ask to see it and so he read these notes that Dr. Horsely wrote down for me about having infections before going back into Yeovil Hospital for that operation and that it came back as e.coli and also what she wrote about gallbladder and on PPI and under urology for investigations.

He didn’t seem very pleased about it and just said he was going to contact My Doctors after that appointment, as I just said to them all then, that something is very odd what has been going on here.

She has written something after gallbladder, but can’t pick that out and so I am going to see if another Person can read her writing better for me over Christmas.

We didn’t talk about it much within that Yeovil Hospital Meeting on the 11 December 2014, as we were coming near the end when I when to put away some paperwork and then Paul Mears asked to see some other paperwork he did notice I had with me that day. I told him that I had much more paperwork at home and only had some with me that day.

Back in July 2014 when she wrote that, I was more concerned about infections, as I knew I was suffering again with infections and yet she said tests were alright at that time and on that day.

Also thinking again about everything that has been said and done while in Yeovil Hospital when I had that operation and afterwards. Thinking about Dr. Daz pressing down under My right breast, under ribs and saying, this is where the problems is. Thinking about infections, but also thinking about the liver, as that is in the same place as well. Life Scan said Elevated Liver Enzymes. Doctors said blood tests for liver were alright after coming out of Hospital to me in Person, but I did notice from medical notes it does say just under normal. I also now realise the gallbladder is within that same area. that is where also I have all the pain and have for along time, even before going into Hospital. Upper ribs and stomach pain.

Nothing is going to stop me finding out the truth in life and i’m going to get better, even if it’s killed me, as i’m never given up until I get real truth, answers and then have correct care and treatment and some justice in life.

I want a life and they are stealing that from me, just like they tried to steal My Son and we should all have some Human Rights to a decent life and not treated so badly and abused for just wanting correct care in life.

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All I see and hear about is so many Parents and Patients and People being tormented when things go wrong in life and I have been tormented out of My mind Myself and The Government have to realise how terrible all this is. The Care Proceedings and now all this over The NHS. My Son is so happy and he had a Birthday Party and all his friends came and he had a wonderful time. I am told he has over 30 Christmas Presents so far this Year. Yes over 30 Christmas Presents. Some Children out there have nothing and no Christmas to look forward too and some Children out there are really being abused. However I saved My Son who is now living a happy family life.

We have to realise the different between Parents falling out and breaking up and running each other down and real Child abused that does go on out there and the different between Parents and families needing some help and real child abuse out there and Mothers with mental health problems or even learning problems and real Child abuse out there and we need to look at others ways, like family helping and a better plan forward from the very start.

I am sick of living in torment Myself now after so many Years and I am now really only just getting to the bottom of all that has been going on since I went into Yeovil Hospital back in April/ May 2014.

Everything is about money and adoption is out of control and as for our health, well Professionals shouldn’t be so afraid to admit mistakes in the first place, as I have been driven around the bend trying to work out what has gone on and what is really wrong with me and I expect many have suffered in the same way.

I am very close to finding everything out now and so I have wasted Months and Months again just being tormented, due to all that is going on within our Country and fears of telling us the truth in life and all I ever wanted was the truth and correct care and treatment.

I can’t go on like this in 2015 and so I don’t expect others to go on suffering either and we all need to stand for a better future in life.

Have been looking into Hospital and Doctors notes again, as I spend much time going over all records of any problems I have ever suffered from and that’s ears, nose and throat ( ENT). Swollen stomach/groin. chest infections.
However there is a lot on stomach problems going back years and I had a Biopsy for H. pylori and that was positive back at that time. Also another time it’s written abdominal colic. another one says gastric reflux.
So looking at all the past and then what is also written about when I went into A & E and Hospital in April 2014. Upper quadrant abdominal pain. Anxiety, reflux. Platelets only 8. ECG: Sinus tachycardia. Jaundice.
All My family has suffered with acid problems and My Uncle was treated also by Dr. Latimer. Years ago his acid was getting very bad and Dr. Latimer was treating him and he had stomach and chest pains and sick all the time. Last time I saw him he said acid was very bad and he was going to his Doctor all the time and then he was found dead in his house and had died of a heart attack and nobody knew he ever had any heart problems, but he had more to eat over that Christmas he died and was always in pain after eating, just like I am and My Mother was and her Mother, as it is in our family to suffer from acid problems. Someone had to break in his house as he lived alone and nobody knew he was dead for a few days and he was in his fifty.
I wonder if acid can cause many problems in life, as most of My family have suffered with that in life on My Mothers and Grandmothers side of the family.
I have a history going back years of it all and really what I did suffer in Intensive Care in April 2014 was much the same only much worst and so I wonder if it’s all corrected in life.

I have send out some Christmas Cards, hoping that somebody as a friend will look over these notes with me, as I know a couple of Doctors from Meeting them back in 2011 and I really want some advise now in life and genuine advise, as I have not got much since April 2014.

I met up today with My Church friend who came to final hearing in front of Judge Bromilow and she gave me some presents to pass on for My Son and she is so pleased and happy for him and that he is doing well with family.

I just have to sort out My own health and mess now in life, as I want to move forward and just like we have a family member all the time and the answers were there in front our eyes all the time, well I believe it’s the same again and I have all the answers over My health mess up and it’s just about putting that puzzle together.

I am determined I will do this and put an end to all this torment in 2015 for Myself and hope many changes will also happen for others, as I hate to hear such suffering going on when life could be so much more simple with correct advise in the first place in life and we all make mistakes and I know I have made many mistakes Myself, but we shouldn’t have to suffer for Professional mistake in our lives and then just sit back and accept those mistake for fear of torment and abuse for standing up for ourselves.

We only got one life and we all deserve a second chance and really we wouldn’t even let a Dog suffer the way many of us have over all this that is going on and what for because we ask for help or suffered mental health problems or mess up in relationships and really never done anything wrong in life or mistakes have been made.

I really have found it hard to believe Myself sometime just how bad everything has been and how everyone has acted within al this mess.

My son is 10 Years old now and has his live and I just now need to sort out My own in 2015. Hopefully many more lives will be better and our Children will have a better future.

I have been going over My A & E and Yeovil Hospital notes again from April 2014. I have urine sepsis on My discharge papers from when I was leaving Hospital the first time around after being in Intensive Care and Ward 9B. Looking at notes it does say urine sepsis in some, but in another it is written down Biliary sepsis. Then it is written that it’s low platelets for sepsis, suggest repeat platelets. Do a direct coomb’s test.
Issues: ? Biliary ? urinary. Infected sepsis. 16 mm obstruction. AKI, likely dehydration/ sepsis and improving gradually. Platelets – not TTP/ DIC.
Upper abdominal pain, reflux, feeling thirsty, but improved
Main issues: abdominal pain.
likely severe Choleystitis. Platelets transfusion. Gallbadder echogenic sludge. Enlarged spleen. Right Kidney injury – resoved with fluids.
Long-term heartburn type pain with indigestion? H. Pylori.

It’s just lots of medical notes about me going into A & E and then Intensive Care and under Dr. Jim Gotto and then also urology.
No wonder we need another Doctor to try and help us read all this notes and some People have Solicitors reading them as well, as much does get written at the time by different Doctors and Professionals and their hand writing notes are sometimes hard to work out.

I know some mistake has been made when I went back into Yeovil Hospital for that operation under Mr. foster, Urology and I know that is why I have had to suffer for Months on end and why everyone has acted as they have and why I have not had any real correct care since. I also know it goes back years to Dr. Latimer and on with My Doctors now and I was always going with stomach pains and then all those infections started from 2011 onwards with Dr. Latimer and swollen stomach and groin.

I will find everything out in 2015, as nobody should be expected to carry on being messed about like this when mistakes have been made within Doctors and Yeovil Hospital.
All I seen to be doing in life is paying for others and their mistakes and yet I have made so many of My own mistakes in life and it’s not fair that we should pay for Professionals mistakes within Doctors and Hospital as well in life and we should get sorry and truth and some answers in our lives and it can’t carry on and on much longer.

I have now been looking up gallbladder, gallbladder stones and gallbladder attacks. I wonder if that’s what I have suffered with for years, but never knew anything about it and was just always treated for acid and heartburn.

I believed that I had invasive infections due to when I first saw that x-ray on the 20 August 2014 and due to pain in chest and lung, stomach area. Also due to so many infection and fact I had a passed ( ENT). Passed chest infections and those problems. I had really been tormented with that worry in thinking these stones were invasive infections.

I had worked out something didn’t add up and that My operation was some sort of mistake back in August 2014 and that is when I wrote to that Solicitor I had at that time and said that I believe it was a mistake and then she send that letter, saying that Dr. Latimer had a Solicitor back at that time. However I had not worked out back at that time that the mistake could be gallstones instead of kidney stones, but knew some mistake had been made and also I had been suffering badly with infections before and after that operation until I was given penicillin in August 2014. Then I went on to lose 2 stone after that much of the swelling went down.

However instead of lungs, it could be ribs and I have a stomach x-ray on the 20 August 2014 and not a chest x-ray as I first did believe. I saw what looked like many stones on the right side and just a couple on the left, but as I was told right side was all taken away within that operation and also I believed it was a chest x-ray, then I did think it had to be infections and I had got penicillin for infections just the day before. I still know that I did have infections and needed penicillin, but maybe what looked like stones, was in fact stones and not infections.

I was told in Intensive Care by one Doctor that spoke about all problems I was suffering that they were looking into infections and then about My right kidney and liver and he said first of all we did think it was gallstones, but now we found out it’s kidney stones.

I believe looking again into everything and going over what was said and done back at that time and since and looking into notes and medical history and everything, that now it was My gallbladder and I had and still have gallbladder stones and that is why I am back to where I was before I ever went into A & E where pain is concerned and I am still suffering from that condition that I had for Years and never knew. This is also why My GP said she only needed to see me with new problems or systems, as the problem I was suffering with was suppose to have been sorted within that operation, but it in fact wasn’t and still has not been really sorted.

I know that I have made many mistakes along the way working this out and suffered torment within that, but it took me along time to work out everything about My mental health and what was going on and then also coming to my senses, waking up and realising what was going on within The Child Care Proceedings.

I am going to find out everything at Christmas, as I am not going on messing about and playing anymore silly games with My health and life in 2015.

what makes me feel angry is I still keep waking up every night in pain in My stomach and ribs and everywhere and I still got pain and blurred vision in My right eye and yet I didn’t and don’t have a bad and fatty diet. Just like suffering when My child was in care when I am his Mother had not done anything, except love him and ask for some help, I find that health problems on-going and all I do is eat fruit and veg and a healthy diet every day and so we can’t always go by what does happen to us in life. My uncle may have had a more fatty diet, but I never have and most of My life have been careful over food and some of that was due to suffering acid in life and another was due to living with Janet Pitman at Priory Farm and her being so controlling over what I was eating back when I was very young and so I was underweight and only started putting on weight and getting overweight after going into The Mental Health System and starting medication. It’s even down in My medical notes about having a eating disorder when I was younger for a while.
My uncle was more overweight all his life and did eat more fatty food, but also his house was broken into and all his money taken and stress and upset made his acid problems worst at that time.
I still My cousin in Town and he will talk about My uncle and how he would visit and was in pain and feeling sick just before he died. My cousin’s Dad was My Irish uncle by marriage and he also had Dr. Latimer and he was unwell and then in the end he had a scan and told he had just Months to live due to cancer and it was when we were all at his funeral that My blood uncle had his house broken into on that very same day.
Then I saw him last down the Doctor suffering from acid and then he was found dead of a heart attack and when they got in his house he had acid medication next to him and so he had got up in the night in pain and taking some due to pain and sickness feeling. My mother took her own life after for the first time in her life going on anti-depressants and she was unwell and within a few Weeks after that she got worst and drove over a cliff and was found dead.
My granddad died just before all this and so we had them all gone within a few years of each other and sometimes that does happen in families. So if I bump into My cousin in town and have a chat, we will talk about his Dad and My mother and uncle, Grandad and everyone and all that went on back years ago at that time.

I don’t see many People at all within My family, as I want to forget much of all this, but I talk to my cousin if I see him in Town. However been thinking again about My uncle due to going over My medical notes and all this about acid and how by last conversation with him was about him telling me how he was suffering with acid badly back years ago. then it got me thinking how My mother suffered also with that and Myself and it was just in our family.

If I did eat all fatty foods and a bad diet, then it would be more simply, as I could change My diet, but I have fruit and veg daily and eat healthy and so it’s not always about diet, just as many thing that happen in life are not always to do with what we have done in life and just does happen to some People anyway, like when we are within Care Proceedings and never abused our Children, but just ask for help and loved them in life.

I also do believe anxiety and stress doesn’t help within health problems and so much torment in life and that’s why i’m determined to end My suffering in 2015 and put closure on all that has been done to My life one way or another and not let it go on any longer. I want to move forward, but still dealing with mess that started from getting involved within The Care System in 2011 and health mess within The NHS.

Then reading notes and it’s going on about My next relationship and I was 18 and he was 51 years old and so a 33 year age gap. So they got written down that My first boyfriend when I was 14 was 28 years old and My next boyfriend when I was 18 was 51 years old.

I had a couple contact me months ago that had their children taking into Care and she was in Care as a Child and he was 30 years older then her and I spoke to them both. Age different doesn’t shock me, as I have done it Myself and it has nothing to do with how old he was, as he still loved his kids just the same in life.

The rich and famous on television are doing it all the time and very often have big age gaps.